aso me...

once upon a time... there was an breaking heart talking to me '' y u r damnly sad?''
brain currently continous playing...''no lah, she was spoiled her mood''
then gorgeous way saying '' she is hurting'' ...

brain suddenly speak loud '' NO, SHE'S NOT'' .. gorgeous down n make a fool, '' y u getting mad? i'm not playing down on you''
then, brain shockable , deeply say '' fuck! she's making shit on me'' then she throughly say '' of coz i'm not... i'm juz loud my minor to make u easier understand how am i''
heart standing front n juz seeing their fighting... ''then, she playing her rule... ''enough guys! yeah... gorgeous was correct!!! yah, i am hurting... hurting wit my self''
suddenly, brain cross her 'way'.. ''betta u shut lar heart.. u event know wat u juz carying'' u only feel a bit sad on ur life '' brain feel shamed of heart saying...
gorgeous move forward n hugging heart '' cry heart'' sumtime dis stuck will making hurt on us... but u have to be more creative on wat u juz arrange on life.. do not showing u are too physically weak.. '' shout, n let them go..feel free...''

on sudden, heart was crying, crying as she wanna be....OMG , dat is so poorly looking her...
brain feel guilty , ''i'm so sorry...i felt strongly enough...but...i'm not...'' i am so sori... ''dat's true gorgeous... heart is fucking much hurt... ''
gorgeous : we're each gather brain..u..me..n heart xtually are one!!! if heart hurting , we're also hurting'' let it go ...
moral : dis shown how n wat we're ...be as u were..move forward..standing by urself, n walking wit ur truly soul...reach it gather, try to make dis easier n see how u can be... heart , brain n gorgeous xtually an ourself..they owez be, our soul will play dis n make our way... betta do da bestest b4 think da lowest...u can if u want...


mess dis out....
litta story of ...
kdg2 ada kata xterluah, ada rasa xtergapai, ada hati xd'kenang...
bicara? suma kata ada noda...tp dgn kata hati akan merasa....

berbicara soal hati? kita dpt m'mperlihatkn sgla ksh syg, tp hnya jiwa yg dpt m'nerima sbrg kalian utk hati m'layang...
sakit? mungkin...bkn sekadar tp sbnrnya ada...m'nipu jika anda tdk sakit....

me around da world....
as flying on da sky...i am thinking on my life.. why am i so hurting...
love ? how's far i could catch her....
parents? am i disturbing their happinez........
frenz? where were them when i needed...
studi? was am i good enough to follow dis...

jo da portugoisto... me wanna be...me wanna see...
but i am aso sick , sick of my old story...
i'm in delusion, when he will be married..
when i am gonne be forgetting dis story...
well can i could finishing dis....
i am so damn fucking sory heart... i can face it!!!
i am so3...arghhh....

where da jungle is moving, can i jump it...
i have no idea n i din't event have an way to get from dis out...
i feel so stucking wit my heart n my clazmate!!!

i wanna go...far away!!! go away..........
i loath dis...every1...stay away from me!!!!!!!!
i am an dunkin donkey...shit...do not intefere, do not be listening n get out............
o-to-ka-jo
....jo vs mi sun !!!!!!.... help me damn fucking soul!

Meanings...

as some...wonderful life though given...
coming...nearly shockout , y it is so damnly far away.. am i da one who's be createn for dis showdown ?

wanna be..wanna know..wanna show...

little baby singing out there.. wit normally minor feeling...
angel da does...sincere da soul...

am i looking for my self?
yah...none well finding....

me..da one choosen by,
to get an heaven dark...
so dat be strongly teeneger,
but it could be...
i am falling down through their way...

so fucking sad...
father and mother..i love you ...
how could i face dis messy..
so irritating...
so hurting...
dis was currently intentionally...

how to do, how am i do...
rolling...through my feeling...

managing lifestyle...
at tym i was looking for my self....
Lynn , HOW STRONG U R?
HOW CAN U BE?
N WAT KIND U SHOULD WANNA SEE?
dis ...changing my soul...
then i was broken...

and lowing down.........

ct, u r da bee...owez kind a sea...and i cannot be...one's u wanna see...
tq be hugging me...none can be replacing my through way for dis modern lifestyle....

dearly frenz, who's getting day...
farah da littla sista...
loving da sound...
hugging if u caring me....
missing u farah da stylo...

Asfandi...frenz dat should be...
owez here when i needed...
as u far but u can be a shine...

olz da kinda things,..plz far away from my life...
i needed an space to cry out my self...
wanna be love,
wanna say love....
and wanna get an love....

jo da bustagiato....
heart singing to to make an find of u...
come and catch da way u said it...

hati..sakit..

perihal...manusia mmg kejam...sgt kejamsss....
ntah apa yg termaktub dlm hati diorg...
klu dh nama masyakarat...
untung dunia lar kowunk...
akhirat kelak jgn digapai2...
aku xpernah m'perhias kata2 utk diri kamu..
apa yg terdaya...
apa yg aku mampu buat...

aku sendiri...
aku xpunya apa2 dan aku xperlukan apa2...
ada masa aku dambakan ruang..
ruang keadilan...

knp...
mengapa...
biasa...
biasa pd sudut hati manusia itu berbicara...
biasa pada hakikat manusia itu hatinya luar biasa...
dan biasa pada alam sikap manusia itu sensitif....

menyendiri..
tatkala kata dinodai...
tatkala jiwa disakiti...
tatkala perilaku dicerobohi...
dan tatkala aku di khianati...

manusia yg bernama kawan...
seharusnya xperlu muncul...
xperlu wujud...
krn sangkaannya ...
diri itu xharus dimerterai...

pada masa...
engkau bersendiri...
aku ada disisi...
pada masa kamu bersatu...
aku kau khianati...
dan pada masa....
engkau tiada lagi kekuatan...
aku senntiasa berdiri...

aku tebuan yg hina...
sgt hina...
tp aku xpernah xjujur pd diri mahupun pd rasa...

jgn angkuh...
jgn sombong...
krn fitrah manusia...
kita sering berolak...
ada kala dia atas...ada kalanya dibwh...
dan adakalanya engkau akan terpinga...

dengarlah wahai teman...
engkau boleh berdiri...
tp kau akan sepi...

krn diri itu hanya jasad yg bernyawa...
hakikatnya engkau milik yg Esa...

kita adalah satu material yg sama...
kita xkan ke mana m'lainkn pd yg azali...

jgn kita saling menuding dan bersikap tiada kerjasama...
jgn jd lidah yg bercabang...

LiFe TrEAteNIng

heart, soul...

ada kata boleh m'rungkai jiwa .. tp ada jg kata yg perit di rasa...

masa kadangkala mematangkn kita tp adakala jg mnyakiti kita...

acapkali kita dendangkan lagu yg sbnrnya bkn rentak kita...

alunan, irama sumanya jd beda...

Entah apa khabaran kini...
aku lali....utk mrungkai sgl rasa kecewa..tdk lagi m'jd motif...

Mungkin ak perlukn lbh k'tenangan..

lebih masa utk b'pikir...

dan lebih ruang utk b'interaksi dgn diri...

Community ak...

Keluarga ak...

Sahabat ak...

fullstop!

Ak bingung...ak kaget..ak redha...

andai ini yg m'njadi takdir ... ak rela lpskn sgl nya...

biar masa m'ncorakkan kembali ceritera kita..

aku m'ndoakan segala2nya..

hasrat kita mungkin xb'kesampaian..

tp ak xpernah b'paling...

ak perlukan ruang b'sendiri..

m'ngembalikan segala k'kuatan yg hilang...

maafkn krn ini bkn masanya...

ak m'merlukan ruang masa...ak sdg cuba m'mbaiki diri ...

Maafkan aku...

Taeyang - Wedding Dress (English Version by Kevin Lien) W/ LYRICS

kasih kita ...

 YA ALLAH,

sahabat saya teman saya,

 mesra kami penawar duka

,munajad kami jauhkan lara,

 rindu kami menambah bahagia,

 rajuk kami membuah ceria,

hindari kami dari derita.

 YA ALLAH,

 silaturahim kami ukhuwah fillah,

kekalkan ia ya ALLAH,

  bermusuh kami nau’zubillah,

 pekerjaan syaitan laknatullah

,berpisah mati insyaALLAH,

pengubat hati doa rabitah,

.. YA ALLAH, rimati kami meniti usia

, keikhlasan kami kebaikan nyata,

 hindari prasangka juga curiga,

 temukan kami  di taman syurga..

hati...

ak...m'gisi dan tangisi... yayang, ak terlalu m'ngagungkanmu... kasih ak xterbelah bagi... hadir kau tiada b;ganti...

yayng, ak pasrah dan reda gn apa yg t'jadi antara kita... xkan siapa mmpu m'nakluki tempat kau d'sisi ak... yayang, kita mmg d'takdirkan b'temu....tp.... maaf, bkn niatku m'nangkis k'bahagiaan kau... tp itulah hakikat , hanya kau d'hatiku, slama2nya... yayang, satu pinta ak, doakan ak tabah m'gharungi liku hidup ini dgn s'mngat yg kau hiasi .... apakah salah ak m'mujamu? yayang, sekian lama ak m'gatur kasih kita, k'sekian kali jg ak k'cundang... yayang, kuatkan lah s'mgt m'perlihatkan k'bahagiaanmu...ak m'ndoakanmu syg..... maafkan atas segala apa yg ak lakukan , andai ini yg terbaik utk kita ak reda... terima kasih atas kasih dan pujaan yg kau hias ak ....sayang yayang sgt3